What if I told you, Satan's strategy against you is the same one he used in the beginning? Did God really say?
I don't know why I'm ever surprised when people intentionally or unintentionally blow it. We are human, after all. Even a world-famous evangelist can turn out to be a sexual predator. I'm less concerned with that right now than I am with human nature. The heart is deceitful above all things; who can know it? The weeping prophet, Jeremiah, said that while he watched his country spiral into self-destruction.
An interesting thing about spiritual warfare is the battle isn't just around you. It's inside you as well.
In a few situations, I tend to have two competing voices in my head. Don't laugh; you do too.
Alone. Unaccountable. What's the worst that could happen?