It has been an emotional rollercoaster since we lost Squiggles. Even when we have a good day, our emotions ambush us. Crying "it hurts", as tears stream into the pillow as I fall asleep. Times like this are the proving grounds for our faith. The Proving Ground This thought chased me for two weeks. It … Continue reading The Making Or Breaking of Faith
Miscarriage
The Saga of Squiggles
It's mid-morning on November 16th. We pull into the hospital parking lot. My phone dings. It's my sister telling me she's nervous. A feeling she shares with Casey, who asks me to pray. I'm cautiously optimistic. We meet with M, our interpreter, in the waiting room. Casey's anxious, so I use a technique I learned … Continue reading The Saga of Squiggles
Little One
Little One we never knew. A welcome addition to a family of two. When we heard you were on the way. We jumped for joy that day. For being no bigger than a mustard seed. You had our hearts and all the love you would need. Went to the doctors and learned all we could. … Continue reading Little One