I Quit Praying

In 2018 I got some index cards and wrote prayers on them, asking for different things. I would pray through them every day. One of the prayers was for kids.  Specifically that Casey would have a boy before she's 35. Her 35th birthday came and went. I prayed for a little longer. I want to say I was continuing to pray faith-filled prayers while we tried fertility treatments again. I didn't. The prayers changed from asking for a baby to asking God to remove the desire to have kids.