A year ago today we suffered a miscarriage, this is a third poem about Little One, a tribute and closure.
Little One it doesn’t seem so long ago
That you let us know you we’re going to show
A month later and you were lost
If I could’ve saved you, I would no matter the cost
A year has passed, you’d be 3 months I wager
I thought of you often, filled with grief and anger
Spilling fury and tears onto paper
The five stages of grief were to my emotions like a scraper
I’ve broken down and risen again
A slight echo of pain I’ll always carry within
It’s time to move on, I hope you understand
Living in the past, I no longer can’t
We will hold up your memory
Tell the good story
Our love will never die
You were our first, in my eye
On Tuesday, Christmas Day, you’ll be able to go to Howls From The Wolfpack’s Kindle page 
Where?
Posted in Family, Inner Strength, Life, Poetry with tags baby shower, best friend, closest friend, commentary, emergency room, Friendship, Health, Poetry, Questioning, Wolf mentality on April 1, 2013 by RoninWhere were you when she was at her lowest
Where were you when she needed you
Why do you expect her when you’re at your lowest
Why do you call when you need something
You claim you’re close as sisters
You claim that she’s your best friend
More like family when you want to move
More like a friend when it benefits
I remember a long night in the Emergency Room
Fear of the unknown, the what if
Where were you then
At home talking to a friend
Days later back at the ER
To my surprise you were there
Not for your sister, your closest friend
But for another friend
When she wanted to talk about her pain
Your answer was “Get over it, move on.”
When she went to a baby shower to support a friend
Where she broke down, yet remained
Where were you when she was at her lowest
Where were you when she needed you
Now you’re in pain
Insides are twisting
You called her, she came
But you’ll always stay the same
In past you were there
But that was then, this is now
Where were you when she was at her lowest
Where were you when she needed you
Why do you expect her when you’re at your lowest
Why do you call when you need something
You don’t realize how lucky you are she isn’t me
The kindest soul I know
I’m done with you for what you’ve done
Hurting me is one thing, hurting her is a deadly sin
Where will I be if you’re at your lowest
Where will I be when you need help
I will be where you were when she was at her lowest
I will be where you were when she needed help
Not there
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